silence

letter for u.. for your silence.. too many quesions from me.. or u just ignore.. after everything what happend.. i m writing.. and deleting words.. i thinking what can i write.. ok.. but its just autumn.. its just this wind and rain.. its just weather.. soon will be everything in better way.. ech..

p.s. i m afraid to write in english.. so.. i come here.. and i almost dont write to this blog.. i m just a little bit afraid :)

i lost..

i lost in my minds.. in my deams.. in my wishes.. do i want this.. or do i want that.. what do i want.. i m in a cross - road.. what will i do tomorrow.. what will be tomorrow.. ok.. i will leave everything in destiny hands.. its the best way.. oh.. saw my cell phone bill.. oh my GOD.. ok.. what is going on in my life.. i have no idea.. ok.. lets see what will be..

picture

hello i put many pictures from my trip to palanga ;) enjoy ;)

so..

hello again ;) some news from my life.. i didnt enter my university.. to major degree.. why? u know why.. its just because that lithuania is corruption country.. and just people who paid exta money for people who let enter to university pass all exams.. oh.. it pissed me off.. but.. the main thing is.. that i m not sad.. i m just a little bit mad.. and i dont know why.. but.. i feel free right now.. i dont know why too.. u know.. maybe its just a sing.. to change my life.. do not stay at home, go somethere to europe.. i wanted go to usa, but probably i will not get visa.. so.. for me its just norway or england.. but now.. i will rest.. i m going on vacation near the sea.. for a week.. so.. i will get rest.. after i come home, i will have good bride party.. i do organize it.. so.. after everything i will think.. what i need to do, and what i will do :D :D oh.. u know.. till today, i was pesimistic.. but now.. i dont know what happend.. but i m optimistic.. ofcourse probably this optimish will disapear in a few days :D but we will see.. :) i just know that its hard to find job with my backelor degree in lithuania.. but we will see what will be.. cause every hard step its just one more step to hapiness.. oh.. i have no idea do u understand what i mean.. but let me talk today :D :D.. i do not spend much time corecting this blog.. like my first one.. u can check www.blogas.lt/LostAngels but maybe i will try to do something intresting in this one too :D one day.. ;) talk to u in a 10 days ;) i m leaving my town.. i m so happy.. holidays near the sea :D :D

again

here i m again.. writing to u.. i understood today, that i dont like some people behaviour.. the way they understand this world.. maybe they dont like me.. maybe i just expected too much.. oh.. people all the time disapoint me.. or maybe i just expext too much.. maybe..

hmm..

oh.. it was hard to find how to make a post.. :D cha cha.. i could not find.. but finnaly.. cause i dont use this blog.. i didnt use.. till now.. but we will see what will be.. :) ok. what about me in these days.. i couldnot find a job.. so i having holidays.. next week i will go near the sea.. oh.. i m waiting next week.. so.. i hope we will have good weather :) talk to u later ;)

first..

i m checking :) ok ok.. i desided to start my blog here.. sorry for my english language.. but i m lust learning.